I had a bad dream last night.

It's the kind that sounds overly melodramatic when you try to recount it after you're awake, but it's also the kind that leaves you with this shroud of sadness hanging over you and it's the kind of sadness that's so deep and profound that you feel like something's weighing very heavily on your heart. and you feel absolutely crappy in general when you wake up.

It's these kind of dreams that i wish would dissipate fast and evaporate from my mind, yet it seems that these kind of dreams are the ones that remain the most vivid.

Whenever i have happy dreams, the kind of emotions i had in the dream slip away when i wake up as fast as water trickles through the fingers, even though i desperately try to hold on to it to try and feel again how i felt in the dream. Yet whenever i have these kind of really really sad dreams, the sadness just seems so magnified, and try as i might, i can never really pinpoint the root of all the sadness.

It's pretty obvious where my dream drew parallels from in reality, and i guess my only consolation is that reality will never be as bad as the dream.


what a rambling, disheveled post.
i pretty much typed whatever came to my mind, but i guess it's really hard to understand how it really felt unless you've experienced it before.
ha.

anw, it's April Fool's day tmr!
No school!
and there's class outing to Kallang!
Iceskating? (:
yay 3H (or as Ms Lim would put it, 3(tree)Huggers! haha) rocks! (:

And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you
-Chris Brown